Through the medium of acrylics, fluid acrylics and texture paste I create abstract artworks that delve into the depths of self-expression and the complexities of mental struggles. My art reflects a constant questioning of myself, exploring internal confusion and embracing the concept of 'imperfectionism.' I often combine the fluid art technique with recycled materials such as wooden boards. In my artistic practice, I draw inspiration not only from my own mental state but also from the growing acceptance of “trial and error approach”, which fosters an environment of exploration and growth. My creations are intense, personal, and unfiltered, serving as a safe outlet for my emotions without affecting others. By sharing my artistic journey, I aim to challenge the notion that expertise is a prerequisite for expression, advocating for the power of raw authenticity. Originating from the Russian Federation, where artistic expression is often censored, I am influenced by the struggle to navigate societal filters while remaining true to myself. I was lucky to have two solo exhibitions in the heart of Helsinki. I also run fluid art workshops. The latter serves as an outlet for my desire to spread internal curiosity and trust to self between my clients.